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"We cannot suppose therefore that God has made an order of beings, with such mental qualities and powers, for the sole purpose of being used as beasts, or instruments of labour."
Marty
He slept with the lights on again. It seemed no matter how much
vinegar he put on his bedroom floor and his desk and his door, there
were always cockroaches around. Before he went to bed he saw two scamper away when he turned his light on. The light was the
only thing that he knew would keep them from crawling on him in his
sleep. Without a sleep mask to cover his eyes from the light he had
to sleep with an arm over them, which was very uncomfortable. It was around noon when he finally drifted off. He was working
nights again, having already worked three eight hours in a row. Now
he had three twelve hours ahead of him before his next period of time
off.
Marty had slept around one or two hours when he woke again, the sound of drilling blaring upstairs, making the whole room shake a little. The trains he could stand, he had grown accustomed to it already, but this drilling was directly above him and it sounded as if it might as well have been in the same room.
"Geez!" he yelled up at the ceiling. He grabbed his
cellphone. "Ah, it's not even three yet!" His shift
started at seven. He had to be up and out of the house by six. He
texted Ivan's number: "I am sleeping, got big shift ahead of
me."
The drilling stopped.
His phone beeped. The text message reply read: "Give me half
hour more." The drill resumed. Marty swore under his breath.
He got up and went into the kitchen. Richard was sitting at the
table eating a bowl of soup, a mug of steaming black tea next to the
bowl. He nodded as Marty waddled over to the fridge.
"You look tired," the Englishman observed.
"Yeah," Marty muttered back, closing the fridge and
heading to the washroom. He sat down on the toilet seat, his head
buried in his hands, rubbing his eyes, maybe drifting off for five
minutes as the drill wasn't quite as loud in this room. When he came
back outside to the kitchen he took the seat across from Richard.
"I have a damn shift, a twelve hour shift in a few hours, and
I've gotten maybe two hours of sleep so far thanks to this jackass
and his drill."
"I am glad I sleep during the night," replied the older
man, shaking his head. "Not that that always stops Ivan the
Terrible from his projects anyway. It's his house as far as he's
concerned. I told you, he wont listen."
"He knew I was a daysleeper,
or at least half the time I sleep during the day, when I moved in
here," Marty said. "This is bullshit."
"You got money, don't
you? If you don't mind me asking, do you have money for first and
last rent for another place?"
Marty nodded. "Just barely."
"Then move out," he replied bluntly.
"That's what I'd do if I had it. There's no reason to stay
here."
"I just got here though, I mean, September has what, one more
week left? I might as well at least try to stick it out. I mean,
Nicky told me Ivan is away half the time anyway."
Richard shrugged. "True, but when he's here..." he shook
his head, not needing to finish the sentence. Of course Marty realized that even if Ivan wasn't home, the roaches
always were.
The door to the room beside Marty's opened up and Jordan came out
carrying a knapsack. "What's up?" Richard greeted. Marty
noticed Jordan wore a black t-shirt with a golden scarab, that symbol
of ancient Egypt on it.
"Not too much," replied the other man, smiling. "Nice
drill, huh?"
"Keeping me from sleep," Marty said as the noise boomed
louder from upstairs.
"I know," said Jordan, having to raise his voice a bit.
"Glad I'm getting out today."
"Going to work?" asked Richard.
"Going to the zoo with my son. Today's my day with him,"
he said.
"Ah nice," said Marty, trying to be friendly to the
neighbour he hardly ever saw. "How old is your son?"
"Eight."
"You should see him," said Richard. "He's like a
little mini-Jordan, so cute."
Jordan smiled, then left through the door to the little landing.
"I like animals, just not wanting to see them in cages,"
said Richard when he was gone.
"I thought I heard a kid a few days ago," said Marty,
thinking back to the morning he was woken up to the sound of a little
voice laughing on the other side of the wall. He had been hungover
from drinking with Jimmy the night before, so it really threw him
off.
"Yeah, he comes over sometimes. Good kid, really polite to
adults."
The drill went on above them, seeming to get louder every minute. A
train went by outside, causing the place to shake moreso. Richard
grabbed his mug with one hand and his soup bowl with the other.
Once the train was gone Marty sighed. "I have to talk to Ivan
about this. It's ridiculous that I'm paying so much, but he's making
noise when I need sleep, not to mention he wont do shit about the
roaches."
"I told you, there's no point. He wont do anything. Even if
you're the best tenant and you pay on time every time, he won't do
anything. Trust me on this."
Marty slept on the subway ride to work. He was thankful that Trevor
was working this night. Trevor usually let Marty take naps during
his breaks if the place wasn't too busy. He usually found a place on
the second floor in a lounge space that residents could book during
the day for events. There were sofas and big comfy chairs in this
room.
As he got out at Bay Station and headed up the stairs to the street
Marty started thinking over the matter with Ivan and his drill. He
had only had a few hours sleep after the landlord stopped and felt
like he was almost sleepwalking to work. The image of Richard
telling him to move out kept popping up in his head. It would be
easy enough, finding a new place. Marty contemplated paying an extra
hundred or two for a more private place, maybe a basement. The only
thing that made him hesitant to move was the thought of the
greenhouse they had built a week before. He still had to buy some
planters, soil and seeds to get started. The thing was complete now,
the insulating foam having filled up the inverted corners of the wall
made of doors, the plastic shower curtains taped together and put
over it like a tent. It felt warm enough, although Marty knew that
the real test would come once it actually snowed heavily.
Marty arrived at work, having picked up an extra large double double
coffee from Tim's from across the street. Trevor quickly debriefed him once he had gone
to the back-room and changed. The day had been slow, nothing new to
report really, save a food delivery service that had come by for an
elderly resident named Mrs. Whiteshire. Marty hadn't met this old
lady in person, but had spoken to her many times on the phone,
usually whenever the meal delivery people were late. Even once the
meal arrived Mrs. Whiteshire kept Marty on the phone, going on about
how her day was sitting in her room listening to the radio by
herself. Marty was too polite to cut her off most of the time, only
doing so if someone came to the front for assistance.
"Have you met Mrs. Whiteshire?" he asked Trevor once the
debrief was over.
"No," his partner replied. "She lives on the third
floor though. I just send the guys up there."
"She seems lonely," said Marty.
"Yeah, she talks everyone's ear off. Anyway, so last patrol
was done by the last shift at seventeen hundred hours. One of us can
go in another hour." Marty volunteered to go first, unsure of
how long his miniscule energy could last before he needed a nap.
Trevor, as was typical, was understanding when Marty explained the
lack of sleep.
"Sounds like you need to move out," he said once Marty had
explained the matter with Ivan's drill. "Sounds like you got a
pretty shitty landlord too." He looked around, making sure no
residents had been around to hear him swear. Bob and the management
from the second floor office had many strict rules regarding curse
words at the front desk.
Richard
He woke up to the sound of drilling, turned to over to his
side on his fold-out couch and glanced at his alarm clock. It was
two hours before his alarm was set to go off. "Bastard,"
he muttered, looking up at the vibrating ceiling. If he had paid his
last phone bill he would text Ivan, not that he thought it would make
a difference anyway. He was behind a month on rent and had to pool
the money he had presently to pay that off, as well as use the next
paycheque for the first of October.
Richard's t-shirt, the only one he got from work, was hung up on the
hook on the room's door. It was a bright red with the store's ugly
yellow logo on the front and big white words on the back inviting
shoppers to: Ask Me Anything! It was strange, considering
that Richard's hired position was in the warehouse and he only
stocked the appliance section anyway. His first few days were
boring, but he expected that, and he managed to stock mostly
everything he had been given by the time the day was over. People
were interrupting his work constantly though, asking him where things
were. Some of the time the things they were looking for were a few
feet away in plain sight and Richard had only to point. Other times
it was something that wasn't in his department. He pointed them in
the right direction to the aisle. It was a bit frustrating, having
people interrupt his stocking duties, but it was part of the job.
Richard thought it would make sense for the company to directly hire
people whose job it was to walk about the store and help people,
rather than making the warehouse crew do both jobs, but he was just
hired and made a point of keeping his mouth shut.
"Beggars can't be choosers," he said aloud as he left his
room, the drill still booming on above him. He stepped into the
washroom, seeing a cockroach scurry off as he entered.
After he showered and brushed his teeth he put on the t-shirt. He
had five dollars in his wallet and would be getting some breakfast on
the way there. It was a fifteen minute walk. Some days he went
eastward to Keele Street and went under the railway bridge, passing
by the elephant mural, and at other times he went westward to
Runnymede. Either way he had to pass under a bridge where the
rail-line ran. Deal-Mart was right in the middle, equal distance
from either route, one of many box stores in the Stockyards Plaza.
He left the house, undecideed which way to go for the day. It was a
nice, crisp Autumn day, not as cold as it had been lately. Up above
a flock of Canada Geese flew away in a chevron down
towards the lake.
"Lucky bastards," he said, then noticed someone coming
toward him on the sidewalk. "That you, Marty?"
"Hey!" the younger man replied. As he came closer Richard
noticed how tired he looked, the dark bags under his eyes making him
look older than his twenty-seven years.
"Are you about to crash?" Richard asked.
"I'm not even having a tote before bed," replied Marty.
"For me, trust me, that means I'm tired." He laughed
weakly. "You going to work?"
"Where else?" said Richard, slowing down his pace as Marty
passed by. "I got two days left then it's the weekend."
"Same here, well, I got two shifts left actually. After that
I'm sleeping for a day. Maybe we can get some drinks or something?"
"Alright, sounds good," said Richard, waving as Marty
turned to go to the front door.
He hadn't had a good drink in a while and the work at Deal-Mart was
making him want to drink more than ever.
Marty
His second last shift was almost done. The sun was coming up, it's earliest rays beaming on the glass of the Bay Street skyscrapers. Marty sipped his coffee, needing this one boost to stay awake this last hour before turning over the shift to the morning crew. Bob would be coming in soon. Marty shuddered at the thought. He hated seeing his boss.
"Marty, I'm going to do the last patrol now," came
Trevor's voice on the radio.
"Sure," Marty replied, standing up from the bench in front
of the condo tower. "I'll be at the front in a second." He
went inside the west entrance and took his place behind the counter.
"Another dead night."
"Yep," agreed Trevor, placing his radio walkie on his
belt. "I got one more left till I get some time off."
"Same here," said Marty. "Or well, after this one
then I get a bunch of days to myself. I'm going to be drinking,
that's for sure. It's payday right after too."
Trevor grinned, then made a quick drinking motion with his hand, and
then was off to the elevators to start his rounds. Marty sighed,
taking in the relaxing pre-dawn atmosphere, knowing that in less than
half an hour the place would spring to life with postal deliveries,
management and the morning commuters.
Harvey Franco was typically one of the first people Marty saw leave
the building. Every day Mr. Franco seemed to have a different suit,
a different coloured sports jacket and a different tie. It wasn't
different each day of the week, but literally each day. Usually when
he left a lady came in and signed into his penthouse. She was the
maid. She was there for two hours almost every time. Erin then left
to go to work at around lunchtime.
The radio buzzed. "Nineteen clear."
"Ten-four," replied Marty. The phone rang next. "Front
desk, security. Marty speaking."
"Good morning. Is this Bob?" came a weak female voice.
"No, Mrs. Whiteshire, this is Marty. Bob will be in in less
than an hour."
"Marty? Oh hi Marty."
"Hi, what can I do for you?"
"Has my breakfast come yet?" she asked.
"No, Mrs. Whiteshire," Marty replied. "It comes at
nine when I am off duty, just like every other morning." The
first few times the old lady called down and asked him this he was a
little annoyed, but by now Marty had gotten used to it. She was
quite senile, he knew, and her morning call had become a standard
part of the overnight shift on weekdays, the sign that Marty's long
shift was coming to an end.
"And my lunch?"
"That's at one on the dot," he answered. "Just like
every other weekday. Okay? So we'll give you a call when they
come."
"Okay, thank you, young man," replied Mrs. Whiteshire,
hanging up.
Marty sighed, smiling a little. He didn't feel so young anymore,
especially with this job that wore him down with the shifting
schedules, but he knew he was young to Mrs. Whiteshire and that made
him feel a little better.
"In a few years I'll be thirty," Marty thought,
sighting himself in the reflection of the computer monitor in front
of him. The screen was black, with only four tiny blue icons that
tracked the elevators and numbers running up and down columns to
represent floors. "Thirty years old, a university degree, but
working a job I could have got straight out of high school."
It seemed there were so few good jobs around, even for the
educated. He could work for a not-for-profit organization, but he
dreaded that he would end up canvassing rich neighbourhoods for
donations, something he could never do. People hated telemarketers,
he figured, so they would hate it more if one appeared at their
porches. Marty wondered if Richard Brewer would ever take a job like
that.
Richard
"Richard to the office," his supervisor's voice
rang out mechnically from the speakers. "Richard to the
office."
Richard the employee placed the toaster on the counter and left the cart full of remaining appliances in the middle of the aisle.
He glanced at his wristwatch as he took a left turn and started
making his way along the far wall of the store. It was ten in the
morning, five minutes before their first break of the day. As he
came up to the office he peered into the door window, seeing both
Colin and Derek sitting at the latter's table.
"Have a seat," said Derek once Richard had opened the
door.
"Hey Derek," he greeted as he came in. He ignored his
supervisor, not even making eye contact with him once he had sat down
in the empty chair in front of them.
"Richard," the employer said with a sigh. "There's
been word through the grapevine that sometimes at the end of a shift
you hang around the punch-out clock a few minutes before the alarm
actually goes off."
"Oh yeah, that's just to clean up first," Richard replied.
"I hope that that's not a problem? It's only two or three
minutes, I just need to wash my hands and take a quick breather."
The two superiors glanced at one another. Richard finally looked at
Colin, realizing what the 'grapevine' was and how word travelled
through it. "Really?" he thought. "You
ratted me to the boss over that? You fucking tool."
"Well, our company policy endorses the cleanliness of
our enployees and your well-being and health are our number one
priority as employers. But we feel that we pay you because you are
assets to us. You bring us prosperity so that we, in turn, can give
you some of the prosperity."
"What we mean to say is that we pay you to work, not to clean
up yourself," Colin piped in. Richard met his gaze again.
Derek nodded his head forward, trying to get the attention of both of
them.
"We need you to be on the ball more," he stated. "That's
all."
"Okay," Richard said, looking back to the man who hired
him. "I will clean up after."
"Good," said Derek, smiling while he leaned back again in
his leathery office chair.
"Thanks. Well, I now have to catch up on my work," he
said, thinking of how often Colin was criticizing him for stocking
too slowly the past few days. Richard stood up, forcing a smile
back. He nodded to Derek only, then turned about. The buzzing alarm
for break-time went off, the sound shaking the metal walls of the
office.
"If you really feel bad about it," Colin called after him,
his tone cocky and taunting to Richard. "You can work through
the break to catch up."
Richard muttered under his breath as he left the front doors of
Deal-Mart at five o'clock. The look of Colin's chubby face with
buck-tooth teeth grinning at him kept appearing in his mind. Even
the sight of the elephants on the mural down Keele Street couldn't
get his mind off it. He was behind on his stocking all day because
they interrupted him just to reprimend him for something petty. He
couldn't help but think it was personal. Colin was a terrible
supervisor. He did nothing, never helped his employees when they
were swamped with work. All he did was walk around the aisles to
bark at his underlings when they looked too slow to him.
It was his last day at least. He had some time off, a little
weekend from work. It was tough, starting out at this new place.
Richard hadn't worked that hard in years. He thought of the money
and the drinks that Marty had mentioned they would have once both of
them were off. In a month or two Richard could be the one who buys
the drinks.
As he turned down Dundas he ran into his room-mate again. He had just
gotten off of a bus. Richard caught up to him down the street and
started walking alongside him.
"Hey man!" Marty greeted. Richard saw he had bags under
his eyes again, still looking tired.
"What's going on with you? I just got off work for the
weekend."
"Ah nice. I was just coming home from the mall down at
Dufferin," Marty replied, raising his arm, showing Richard the
plastic bag he was carrying. "Just bought some new books."
He picked them out one at a time. Two of them Richard recognized,
both written by Charles Dickens. The other ones he forgot as soon as
he was shown them. They looked like books on war history.
"Nice," said Richard. "If I wasn't working all the
time I'd ask to borrow one. I have no time to read. Are you done
for a few days too?"
Marty shook his head. "No, just one more night. I'm leaving in
an hour, just wanted to go home to take a shower. You still down for
getting some drinks when I'm off tomorrow evening?"
"Bloody Hell, yes!"
"Good, same."
Marty
The last shift went by
smoothly. It was a dead night so he got to read a lot of
Charles Dickens. Marty and Trevor had to ask a homeless man to leave
the site; he was sleeping in the vestibule on the west entrance.
Marty did his job, asked him to leave sternly, but felt bad about it.
Later on he was out on the bench in front of the building when the
same man passed by.
"Hey," the man greeted, barely standing, likely drunk.
"Sorry about earlier, eh?"
"It's okay," said Marty, taking a sip of his Tim's
coffee. "It's my job, you understand? We are paid to make sure
that the people who live here don't step on people sleeping in the
entranceway."
"Of course," said the man. "Can you spare me some
change?"
Marty grabbed the wallet out of his left pocket, pulling out a
toonie (Canadian two dollar coin) and handing it to the man. The man
nodded his thanks, then eyed the ten dollar bill that was visible in
Marty's open wallet. Marty closed it and put it back in his pocket.
"I'm really hungry," the man said, gazing now at Marty.
"Can you spare a bit more for a meal? I haven't had a proper
meal in a week."
Marty shook his head. "I'm sorry, I have bills to pay."
"It's okay," said the man, nodding and heading down Bay
Street.
About an hour later, when Trevor was on the last patrol, he got the
usual call from Mrs. Whiteshire and assured her that her breakfast
would be at the building soon. He saw Harvey Franco, this time
wearing green, the colour of U.S. money, leaving earlier than usual.
Marty decided to be friendly.
"Good morning Mr. Franco," he called. The rich man
ignored him and left through the west doorway. "Lucky thing
you're not tripping on some homeless man because of us," Marty
then muttered once the pompous penthouse-dweller was outside.
The sun was shining beautifully for a late September day. Marty
walked from Bay Street down to Dundas, even going a little eastward
to Yonge Street to catch the streetcar. At the Yonge and Dundas
intersection, a clearly attempted architectural mini-Times Square, he
passed by the gathering crowds at the front of the Eaton's Centre on
the southwest corner. They were mostly people crowding around,
waiting for the doors to the megamall to open up for the day. Mixed
among them were the self-proclaimed street prophets.
Marty passed by one man nearest the street. He was an older white
man, looking down at the ground awkwardly and then yelling:
"BELIEVE!" as soon as anyone passed by. He had Christian
pamplets in his hands. There was also some other man, a younger man
with a megaphone, shouting about his former life when he was addicted
to crack, but then was saved by religion.
"You've swapped one drug for another," Marty said quietly as
he passed by. As he made his way to the streetcar stop on the lane
going westward he overheard the man speaking again, going on about
the urgent need to stop gays from getting married lest a judgement be
placed upon Toronto.
Marty shook his head, then saw the
streetcar coming his way. "Thank
God," he thought.
"Thank God I am off
and I can get out of all this bullshit, even if for only a few days.
I've paid my time, made my money, now it's time to drink."
He
realized then that he wasn't one to criticize others for needing an
escape.
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