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"By bourgeoisie is meant the class of modern capitalists, owners of the means of social production and employers of wage labor. By proletariat, the class of modern wage laborers who, having no means of production of their own, are reduced to selling their labor power in order to live."
Richard
He had been out all morning looking
for work. Anything, even a coffee shop job, or being a street
sweeper, would be acceptable. As long as Richard could pay next
month's rent and still have enough for groceries and his cellphone
bill he wouldn't complain. The day before he had gone west, crossing
over the Humber River on foot at Bloor Street into Etobicoke. He saw
many shops and restaurants, but no Help Wanted signs anywhere. He
went proactive, going inside and asking for managers. Nothing.
Today he went east, starting out along Dundas West, and then going
south when he reached Roncesvalles and kept going until Queen Street.
Again, there were many buisinesses, but no one looking for new
employees.
Once Richard got home he started
cruising the internet for jobs, starting with Craigslist, the same
place he had found his room. Scrolling down the list of
recent openings he saw a number of ones he had no experience for
(mostly security jobs and bartender jobs that required licenses), but
then saw one that had the words "no experience needed"
underlined.
"Stockyards, newly opened
Deal-Mart," he said, reading the rest of the ad. It was minimum
wage and was probably a hard job; sales associate/stocker. He rolled
his eyes, but clicked on the ad and forwarded his resume.
Richard sighed, leaning back in his chair, letting the warm, soothing sun from outside bathe him for a moment. A train passed by, this one not large enough to shake the room too bad, but still breaking his tranquil moment. Just beyond that railway was the place he had just applied for.
His cellphone rang.
"Hey?"
"Hi there, is this Richard
Brewer?"
"Yes."
"This is Derek from Deal-Mart.
We recieved your resume and we're wondering if you'd like to come
over today for an interview?"
He leaned up, amazed at their speed,
thinking they must be desperate for workers. Richard replied that he
could be over there in half an hour and the appointment was arranged.
Marty
Jimmy threw the paper bag on the grass
by the side of the sidewalk, bringing the bagel that Marty had just
bought for him to his mouth. Marty knocked his shoulder with the
back of his hand, yelling at him for littering, and went and picked
the bag up before the wind took it.
"I'm creating jobs," Jimmy
protested with his mouth full of garlicky cream cheese.
"Yeah, the guy who cleans St.
Clair Avenue's sidewalks, right?"
"There's city workers that do
that."
"It's especially a dick move when
I bought the thing for you," Marty replied, tossing the bag into
the trash can by a bus stop as they passed. They turned back onto
Keele Street, just a half a kilometer or so from where the Junction
started. To their right was an expanse of big box stores, most of
them Canadian buisinesses, but some American ones too, the typical
suspects in Toronto's chain store roster. There were also
restaurants, mostly fast food joints, lined up along Keele. Between
the stores and eating spots there were massive asphalt lots,
huge parking spaces that could house up to five or six NHL arenas.
"See?" said Jimmy, pointing
to a flock of seagulls hovering above the cement fields. "I'm
feeding seagulls."
"Yeah, seagulls that are supposed
to be at sea rather than eating garbage," said Marty.
Jimmy laughed. "It's one of
those—what do they call it? Parasitic, no, uh symbiosis
relationships between people and gulls."
Marty thought of his new house and
felt dread on returning to it. "Oh, like our symbiont
relationship with roaches?"
Jimmy shrugged. "I create jobs,
which give working people a means of living, and I help the earth by
helping the animals."
"Ugh," said Marty, disgusted
with his friend's twisted logic. "You should work for the tar
sands public relations committee with logic like that. Dude, stop
littering or I wont be buying you any beer."
It was at times like these when Marty
questioned why he spent so much of his off-work time hanging out with
Jimmy. There were so many things about him that Marty found
irritating. Jimmy was a nice guy generally, sure, but he could also
be stubborn and thick-headed. His lack of ambition bothered Marty
too. As much as Marty enjoyed smoking weed, having some beers, and
sitting back and watching vintage movies, it seemed Jimmy was content
to do this for the rest of his life. He worked jobs, but almost
always quit or was fired within a month. Whenever that happened he
moved on to another one and repeated the cycle. Every time he was
fired Jimmy blamed everything on the managers, and even though Marty
knew how ridiculous and unfair buisiness owners could be, he
questioned if it wasn't a geniune lack of work ethic that got Jimmy
in trouble.
Marty sighed, thinking back on the
times that he and Jimmy fought over his atttitude. Nothing Marty
ever said made Jimmy change his mind, or at least Jimmy never admited
it if it did. At the same time though, Marty knew why he and Jimmy,
even when they fought, ended up hanging out again. It was because
Jimmy was the only person who called him to chill nowadays.
Marty had lost much of his social life
since leaving university. Working largely overnights in security
didn't help either. He lost touched with a lot of people, and in
many cases realized that the people he thought were friends were
phonies, particularly some of his more politically inclined friends
he met at university. He had friends from his childhood that he
still kept in touch with, usually only online or occassionally he
would go to a movie or a bar with them, but they all had careers by
now, and about a third of them had kids.
"We almost there?" Jimmy
asked.
"Hm?" Marty asked, snapping
back to the present. "Oh yeah, just up ahead."
They were approaching a bridge, this
one over the street. To the left a towering brown condo loomed, a
relatively recent addition to the corner of Keele and Dundas, a very
different aesthetic from the surrounding area. As they passed under
the bridge Marty noticed a man walking towards them. A train roared
overhead.
"That's what I hear every day and
night," Marty told Jimmy once it had passed. By now the
approaching man was a few feet away and Marty recognized him. "Hey
Richard!" he called.
"Oh, hey mate!" his
room-mate called back. "What's happening?"
"Not too much," said Marty,
running up to clasp hands. He turned back. "This is my buddy
Jimmy. Jimmy, this is my new room-mate."
"Hey," Richard said,
slightly lifting his right arm as if to shake Jimmy's hand. As Jimmy
walked up he merely nodded back and Richard retracted his hand.
"Where you blokes coming from?"
"My old area," said Marty.
"We just walked all the way from the York University area up
near Keele and Finch to down here. Took about two hours. Nice day for
it."
"Yeah," agreed Richard. "I got to go now, got
a job interview."
"Ah, where?"
Richard pointed to the north.
"Deal-Mart. Whatever, beggars can't be choosers."
"I guess not," Marty said.
"Later."
Richard
"Those are the kind of guys Marty hangs out with?" Richard thought to himself as he made his way up the road. Something about the guy his housemate was with didn't set well for him. His mannerisms, his somewhat shifty eyes; he seemed insecure, a user. People always told Richard not to jump to rash conclusions about people he just met, but over the years he tended to trust his instincts more. He had dealt with so many people in his life in so many places; the military, university, the Labour Party, here in Canada. He could tell who the geniune types were and who the snakes were.
He thought back to Laura. "She
was geniune, but it didn't work out," he muttered to himself. "And now
I'm applying to work minimum wage to support myself."
As he looked back to the bridge he saw
the two younger men, now well on their way down the street toward the
corner of Keele and Dundas. Richard walked further up, the big
chain stores in sight to his left. To his right he saw some old
buildings that looked similiar to those in the Junction, built maybe
in the earlier half of the last century. On one building made of
brown bricks he saw a mural ofAfrican elephants,
life-sized, kicking up dust as they stampeded across an imaginary
savannah. He smiled.
Marty
"Here it is, the Junction," Marty said as they came to the main intersection. "This used to be a town in itself before Toronto expanded and sucked it up. For a time it was called West Toronto, at other times it was called Toronto Junction, and at other times it was named the West Toronto Junction. It's got more names than a Tolkien character."
"Nice," said Jimmy. "Wouldn't want to live here
myself."
"Why not?"
He shrugged in response. "Too
old. I only like old movies, not old buildings."
"That's the best part of it, it's
got character and history," said Marty, pointing to the building
on the northwest corner. The ground floor
had been converted into spaces for shops, looking relatively modern,
but the upper stories looked old, likely from the 19th century. The
bricks were faded, some were chipped away, or stained with brown or
black. On the window sills entire colonies of pigeons sat, the
spaces under them stained a bright white.
They turned west along
Dundas, passing by a few bars and restaurants. The roads were not
too crowded as rush hour was still a few hours away. There were many
people on the streets though, many of them smoking cigarettes in front of
store windows. Marty pointed out numerous antique stores, something
the Junction was known for. His friend lamented sarcastically that
he wasn't in the market for 1920's type-writers. After passing through a few smaller
intersections they came to a pub that had advertised a daily special
of discounted pitchers. Marty insisted that they go in, though Jimmy
wanted to keep looking.
"There aren't too many bars down
further west from here," said Marty. "And the ones that are
are pretty danky."
"So?"
"So, I'm paying and I'm on a
budget and I say we go here and get the pitchers," said Marty.
They went inside without further argument, Jimmy waving his hands at
the nearest waittress. She brought them menus and Marty ordered the
first pitcher to start.
"Nice place," Jimmy said,
watching the waittress, an attractive brunette looking to be in her
mid-twenties, walk away to the bar.
"See?" said Marty, leaning
back on his chair. They had sat right by the window, watching people
go by.
"Pure hipsters," laughed
Jimmy after a few thick-rim bespectled, plaid-shirted, bearded early thirty-somethings passed by.
Marty ignored the comment. "Man,
honestly, I'm so happy here. My new place is meh, but the area
itself is enough of a reason to be here. Everything's here, a bunch
of bars, nice restaurants, Tim's, other coffee shops, a fitness place
that I might join, and there's also a bunch of places with vintage
movies."
"Oh yeah?" Jimmy asked,
perking up at the mention.
"Yeah, even if you don't like old
appliances, there's video stores, which are a bit of an antique in
themselves."
"Let's check them out after."
"I was thinking maybe we could go
down to High Park," said Marty. "I've only been a couple of
times since I moved here."
"Nah, I'm pretty tired already still."
"Okay, well, I can show you my
place, but it's shit and there's nothing to do," Marty replied.
The pitcher arrived with two glasses. Marty poured his, not angling
his glass properly, causing the head to foam over the sides. "Ah
shit."
Jimmy laughed, taking the pitcher and
pouring his own drink properly. "You never learn."
"Anyway," said Marty once
they clinked glasses. "Have
you seen Spades lately?"
Jimmy shook his head. "No, not in
a while. He was crashing at my place for a long time, but just a
couple weeks ago he stopped coming around."
"Might've been arrested, you
think?"
"Maybe, he's been before."
"Not suprised," said Marty,
thinking back to another time the two of them had been with Spades.
It was a few weeks after that first night when Marty had encountered
him. Despite his initial coldness Spades had started talking to
Marty a bit more. "Remember when I was telling Spades about my
job?" he asked Jimmy. "I was telling him about Harvey
Franco, that guy who owns the penthouse at my work?"
"Yeah," recalled Jimmy. "I
remember that. He was pretty stuck up on you helping him rob the
place."
Marty shook his head. "Yeah, he
thought I'd let him in when I was at work. He's weird, man. It
seems like, as if it never occurred to him that I don't do that
shit."
His friend nodded, taking a big gulp of
beer.
"Like, since he was growing up
at Jane and Finch, I guess everyone he knew, or at least most of
them, were doing that shit, like stealing, dealing drugs and all
that. It just seems a given to him that anyone he talks to has led
the same life."
"Yeah," said Jimmy. "Well,
that's what happens when you grow up like him. I mean, I grew up
around much of the same types, right? Like, I used to do a lot of
that shit."
Marty nodded and took a swig of
his own drink. It felt good on his parched lips and tongue. "And nowadays what? You just
sell some herb on the side and steal shit from the bosses that fire
you?"
Jimmy laughed. "Yeah, pretty
much. That's it."
The only reason why Marty
overlooked Jimmy's occassional thieving was because he knew that most
of his employers were loaded to start with. An occassional bottle of
wine or whiskey wouldn't be a terrible loss for a company that
mistreats it's workers in the grand scheme of things.
"Imagine Spades in my building,"
said Marty. "He's walking trouble, that guy. He wouldn't get
passed any of the guards, including me since I already know he's
trouble."
"Well, his idea was that you'd be
his inside guy," said Jimmy.
"Yeah, but that's not happening,
not risking my job over that."
"If you'd robbed that rich
asshole you wouldn't need a job," Jimmy laughed.
"That's not me," replied
Marty. "He seems like he's all talk anyway."
"Yeah, he's soft," agreed
Jimmy. "How about buying me another pitcher?"
"Why not?"
Richard
He passed by the building wall with the elephants again, thinking over how easily the job interview had gone. Years ago he would have been humiliated by the process, having a younger man about Marty's age overlooking his resume and reading out his qualifications.
"Her Majesty's Royal Marines; a
fundraising director for Britain's Labour Party," Derek had read
out as that sat at a tiny metal desk in the store manager's ad hoc office
located in a dank storage space. "Very bold to put something
political there."
Richard nodded. "Well, it's what
I've done. A job's a job." Years ago he wouldn't have
mentioned the Labour Party, but he knew that it wasn't associated
with unions and worker's rights anymore, so no potential employer
would see it as detrimental. Most people in Canada didn't know
anything about British politics anyway.
Derek read on. "Let's see,
various fiction published in science fiction magazines; winner of the
London Science Fiction short story contest for the year 1999. Quite
a lot of accomplishments."
Richard nodded again, feigning a
smile. "My fundraising time developed communication skills and
the writing helped very much in that regard as well. I also
developed organization skills that started from my time in the
military."
"Yes, I would imagine so,"
acknowledged the interviewer. He put the two-page resume down and
folded his hands over the paper, looking directly at his newest
recruit. "Can you stock shelves?"
"Yes."
"Can you help customers?"
"Yes."
"Can you start tomorrow?"
Richard felt the relief, thinking to
himself: "A few months ago I would say no." He nodded.
"Come in at eight in the
morning," said Derek, reaching out to shake his hand. "You
start in the warehouse. Report to Colin."
By the time Richard passed under the
bridge where he had run into Marty and his friend an hour before he
was starting to feel fatigue. He felt glad, relieved at
finally finding work again. As he turned down Dundas he thought of
all the work he had ahead of him. The work would be menial,
completely alienating to be working for minimum wage and be doing
something he had no passion for, but that was the reality of his situation. It was also the reality for millions of workers
around the world, so he could deal with it. As he turned off Dundas
and made his way through the back streets leading to the house he
noticed a familiar pickup truck turning about the corner up ahead. The
truck slowed down as it approached him, and the familiar moustached face
poked out.
"Hi Richard," came the deep
voice. Richard's feeling of contentment vanished completely as he
merely raised a hand and nodded back. Ivan stopped the
truck and reached a hand out. "Do you have this month's rent? I
haven't seen you in many days. Are you staying or leaving?"
"Staying," said Richard, not
stopping.
Ivan started backing the truck up
slowly, barely keeping their faces leveled. "I need rent. Gas
prices are going higher. Can I have my money?"
"Yeah," Richard replied with
a nod, picking up his pace.
"You say every time!" Ivan
called after him. "When will you have?"
"I will!" he replied, starting to
jog, not even wanting to tell Ivan about his job. He had no time
for this. The money was on it's way. He had nothing to say beyond
that, owing nothing to a landlord who constantly demanded things from
him but gave nothing in return. His only relieving thought was of
getting out of this house, this slum of misery, this purgatory of his
middle life.
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